I find myself questioning what am I doing with my life so often now.
Is this what you want to remember your 20s like?
Always brooding and questioning your own decision.
I am yearning for that support I thought I once had.
Without it now, its tough.
But I have to make do with it anyway. I can't force myself into a place I don't belong anyway.
You will never know this.
You will never know how much i depended on you.
You will never know how much I am yearning for your presence now.
You will never know that I loved you more than I love myself
It doesn't matter anymore.
Enough tears for you.
You say I didn't try
I tried to make you stay but you didn't
Your heart left long ago
